I just had a huge fight with Ate. She just called me a slut after I told her that she should know na paano mag saing 'cause HELLO?! She's turning 21 already?! I mean c'mon, she's the Ate for pete's sake! Goodness! She said, she was just asking if the rice is okay na. I'm sorry I got so fed up that everytime na mag sasaing sya, she always has to ask me if "Hey is this okay?" "Is this enough?" "Luto na ba?" My gawd! I couldn't contain the feeling of annoyance anymore! I just screamed! Okay, I know that wasn't right, I should've controlled myself but I was so angry that words came out from my mouth like a flash of a thunderstorm. Yeah. And then we started shouting. Threw my books at her but didn't aim boohoo! When it's her chance na, sapul! HAHA okay I'm a loser. I know, she gets to play Angry Birds and I don't, that's a plus for her. Okay then, she started saying "You're too focused on the computer and your cellphone! Di ka maistorbo! Ano bang ginagawa mo? Flirting? Slut!" and horror of all horrors, para akong nag super science like blood's pumping triple times, no a hundred times throughout my body but then I just said "Yeah you know me too well nga. We've been together for 20 years nga pala." I was so in rage but I just cried. That's the only thing na ayokong sabihin sakin ng ate ko. Like she can tell me, I'm stupid. I'm no one or anything negative just not a slut or a flirt. I don't know, I guess it's not of a big deal to anyone, but for me it is. For the fact that she's my sister and I tell her everything about me, what's in my mind, what I did in times were not together, who's making me blush and stuff, how disgusting to see couples lip locked at a public transportation, how naive teenagers are now when it comes to courtship and stuff. How can she dare tell me that? She knows how conservative I am when it comes to boys and specially to someone I like. Hay, she's crazy. BEYOND CRAZY. I'm really upset. I know it's my fault but I wished she shouldn't went below the belt. Not gonna talk to her at the moment. Will try to ease the pain inside, ALONE. We'll be okay din in time, but not now.

Sorry, I have to post this. Like the NERVE naman this girl post this pa! Well anyway, I don't have anyone to blurt my feelings out to. Can't talk to Rosa (the child, Mom's supporting sa pagaaral) she would never understand me. And no one has been replying to my texts! I guess they think naglolokohan lang kami ni ate and nothing serious. So yeah, decided to post this. If you have problems or violent reactions which I don't care to hear and know about but if you're a friend of mine I'll accept it but if not, you're just a random people who happened to be directed to my blog in circumstances I don't know, you can click the link "click here" in my sidebar NO.2 just left of your screen or you can just hit the back and go somewhere else. Thank you.