a huge *sigh :/

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

good evening blog & mharj,

hayy.. namiss ko talaga si mharj ngaun araw na toh ah? haha obvious naman eh db? haha sabik na sabik ako sau haha :) grabe, di parin ata ikaw nakakauwi hehe awawa ka nman hehe.. kami kc lam mo na, haha msyado kami masaya sa grupo kya eto hahaha :) galing mo pla umarte mharj, hehe mharjorie-tong hahaha :)) lam mo ba, i called doreen knna na mharjorie haha! sa sobrang labo ng mata akala ko talaga ikaw un?! hahahaha waw astiigen sa malayo ala doreen ka pla sa paningin ko hehe :)

dame k pla kwento sayo bout my date with ralph yesterday hihi :) pero ewan ko kung okay na ko sa napagusapan nmin aun.. know what he told me? sbe nya, he really cant keep a commitment kya aun sbe nya bahala na daw si God smen aun, i-put na lang daw nmin ung trust nmin kay God aun.. what do you think? hay hay.. i really miss him, like crazy talaga! hay hay.. he told me, he still loves me, he really do sbe ko din gnun aun, and i also told him that i'll wait aun hay hay.. pero sbe lang nya talaga, bahala na si God smen aun.. cguro natatakot sya na baka lam mo na, hindi nya talaga mgampanan un mga responsibilities bilang bf aun.. u know, we're not getting any younger.. we'll be graduating in the next 2yrs db? tas sya matagal pa aun.. lam mo un? naiisip nya ung mgging future ko with him kaya siguro nagaaus muna sya and i guess i'm okay nman with that pero kc lam mo un, gusto ko prin ung mssabe kong sakin sya pra wala na talagang eepal haha aun hay hay.. pero cge, i trust God and i trust him :) sana, maging okay kami kung di nga kami sa future.. sana matanggap ko aheh hay hay.. i love him mharj, as in! i have never loved anyone like i did sakanya, aun.. hay hay.. well, dapat talaga mag pray ako real hard pra ireserve sya ni God para sakin hehe :) i pray yours too hihi :) that you'll find the right guy at the right time na ibbigay ni God sayo, :) and if that happens, i'll be your happiest friend in the whole wide world ayt! :)

kwento pa pla nya, niloko daw nya tita nya n mei papakilala syang ibang gurl.. haha ngalit daw tita nya, gusto daw ako haha! oha oha? ehehe, iba toh dude hahaha! :)) hayy.. kelan kya kami ulit magkikita?? hay.. kung sa birthday ko pa, antagal naman! hay hay.. hmm.. i can wait :) patience is a virtue haha.. :)

okay mharj, ill see you tomorrow :)
God bless sa exam sa intra inter hihi :)
thanks for reading my dearest blog, hope you'll continue reading my future blogs ;)
muah muah..

love, love, love,
-phamiestar ;)