I Wanna Be Forever Young

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2012-01-06T23:22:00.000+08:00

NOT THE USUAL WORKING DAY.

Before lunch time, Carmela and I finished planning for the monitoring scheme. We plan on consulting it to our boss before the day ends. We were asked to watch short films made by Marikeňos. The privilege to critic each film and give our thoughts on which is better to present during the program launch were given to us, interns. We weren't able to finish watching all the films since there were a lot, so I think we'll continue our viewing probably on Monday.

We joined the staff meeting during which we were formally introduced to all the staff in the Preventive Education, Training and Information Division. After the meeting, there was a feast in our tummies! Talking about birthdays of personnel uh? :) Thank you! What a way to welcome and end our first week of Internship. 32 hours down, 168 to go! WE CAN DO THIS! :D Excited for next week! We'll be joining the team to Nueva Ecija on Saturday--our first field work, alright! :D

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2012-01-05T22:39:00.000+08:00

A BLAST IN MY BRAIN!

Begun the day brainstorming AGAIN with my partner Carmela. Finally started writing our planned monitoring scheme. I'd like to post our plan here but I'll post it the moment everything is finished, consulted and polished. :)

Hadn't move my muscles that much kinda felt my chair burning though because I and Carmela did a lot of thinking. A lot of writing. A lot of arguing--peaceful arguments. We actually made an observation guide for the participants and for the over-all flow of the program. We planned for the scheme all-day long.

Also, we were introduced to the Chief of Policy Studies, Research and Statistics Division Ms. Virginia Balmes. Carmela and I will be spending our next 13 days with her and the division.

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2012-01-04T22:45:00.000+08:00

BRAINSTORM: Monitoring Scheme 101!

Started the day working our minds out squeezing those brain cells to produce the right monitoring scheme to use for the upcoming launch of Barkada Kontra Droga (BKD) in Central Luzon State University in Nueva Ecija. I brought with me my photocopies and notes from our Comm Plan and Comm Evaluation subject. Had a hard time thinking on how to start planning for the monitoring scheme. Had a series of talks with the two interns on the venue's background since the launching will be held on their school and they already had a chance to join previous launching of the same program in other places in the Metro, so I consulted them about the flow of the program, how it is being utilized, how possible the monitoring can be, what kind of participants will attend the launching and other queries associated with that.

I needed a break. Good thing, I was asked to encode names and contact details of BKD members. I had a long list of people so I was typing until the end of my duty.

I think, the week's task is a MAJOR test of patience for me and my partner Carmela. We have few more days to go before the launching. Got to muster a lot of patience and pray harder. We can do this! :)

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2012-01-03T23:38:00.000+08:00

FIRST DAY!!!

Since, it's my first day and allow me to say that I am early. *ching!* ;) I Chill. I Relax. I let my mind think of possible things I will do during my 13-day stay on the Preventive Education, Training and Information Division (PETID).

While waiting at the hallway I met two interns who happened to be working on the same division. They were the ones who accompanied me to meet the chief officer, my future boss. After a while, Ms. Teresita Pineda called me to come to her office. She interviewed me briefly about myself and school stuffs. She oriented me on how things are going in the office, what are the things I'm supposed to do and also, what activities I can be involved in my 13-day stay on their division. I was asked to read evaluation and monitoring studies conducted by the department and the regulations and amendments to the Implementing Rules and Regulations of RA 9165 so that at least I may have a background on what the process is all about.

Before the day ends, I had the chance to greet the Executive Director of the Dangerous Drugs Board (DDB), Usec. Edgar Galvante. We, along with the whole staff of the division had a long chat with the E.D. about the current financial status of the project--Barkada Kontra Droga. He gave the division some words of encouragement and a piece of assurance that the program and/or the project will still continue on. The meeting wasn't all that serious since the purpose of our visit was to greet the Executive Director a "Happy New Year". :)

As I examine myself throughout the day, how I cope up with the schedule, with the travel, with the things I'm about to do. I think I'm still in the stage where I'm in the "adjustment period" well, what was I expecting? To be honest, my thoughts were like, "First day! On with this. Will do this. Will start doing that." things like that but yeah, it's not what I have been expecting. I hope this "adjustment period" I'm calling will not exceed to more than a week. :D I'm on to doing things now! I think I'm ready. I wanna get this done. I wanna start thinking. I wanna start tapping my toes to some field works. LET'S GET IT ON! :)

On Seeing the 100% Perfect Girl One Beautiful April Morning by Haruki Murakami

2011-11-17T16:02:00.001+08:00

One beautiful April morning, on a narrow side street in Tokyo's fashionable Harujuku neighborhood, I walked past the 100% perfect girl.

Tell you the truth, she's not that good-looking. She doesn't stand out in any way. Her clothes are nothing special. The back of her hair is still bent out of shape from sleep. She isn't young, either - must be near thirty, not even close to a "girl," properly speaking. But still, I know from fifty yards away: She's the 100% perfect girl for me. The moment I see her, there's a rumbling in my chest, and my mouth is as dry as a desert.

Maybe you have your own particular favorite type of girl - one with slim ankles, say, or big eyes, or graceful fingers, or you're drawn for no good reason to girls who take their time with every meal. I have my own preferences, of course. Sometimes in a restaurant I'll catch myself staring at the girl at the next table to mine because I like the shape of her nose.

But no one can insist that his 100% perfect girl correspond to some preconceived type. Much as I like noses, I can't recall the shape of hers - or even if she had one. All I can remember for sure is that she was no great beauty. It's weird.

"Yesterday on the street I passed the 100% girl," I tell someone.

"Yeah?" he says. "Good-looking?"

"Not really."

"Your favorite type, then?"

"I don't know. I can't seem to remember anything about her - the shape of her eyes or the size of her breasts."

"Strange."

"Yeah. Strange."

"So anyhow," he says, already bored, "what did you do? Talk to her? Follow her?"

"Nah. Just passed her on the street."

She's walking east to west, and I west to east. It's a really nice April morning.

Wish I could talk to her. Half an hour would be plenty: just ask her about herself, tell her about myself, and - what I'd really like to do - explain to her the complexities of fate that have led to our passing each other on a side street in Harajuku on a beautiful April morning in 1981. This was something sure to be crammed full of warm secrets, like an antique clock build when peace filled the world.

After talking, we'd have lunch somewhere, maybe see a Woody Allen movie, stop by a hotel bar for cocktails. With any kind of luck, we might end up in bed.

Potentiality knocks on the door of my heart.

Now the distance between us has narrowed to fifteen yards.

How can I approach her? What should I say?

"Good morning, miss. Do you think you could spare half an hour for a little conversation?"

Ridiculous. I'd sound like an insurance salesman.

"Pardon me, but would you happen to know if there is an all-night cleaners in the neighborhood?"

No, this is just as ridiculous. I'm not carrying any laundry, for one thing. Who's going to buy a line like that?

Maybe the simple truth would do. "Good morning. You are the 100% perfect girl for me."

No, she wouldn't believe it. Or even if she did, she might not want to talk to me. Sorry, she could say, I might be the 100% perfect girl for you, but you're not the 100% boy for me. It could happen. And if I found myself in that situation, I'd probably go to pieces. I'd never recover from the shock. I'm thirty-two, and that's what growing older is all about.

We pass in front of a flower shop. A small, warm air mass touches my skin. The asphalt is damp, and I catch the scent of roses. I can't bring myself to speak to her. She wears a white sweater, and in her right hand she holds a crisp white envelope lacking only a stamp. So: She's written somebody a letter, maybe spent the whole night writing, to judge from the sleepy look in her eyes. The envelope could contain every secret she's ever had.

I take a few more strides and turn: She's lost in the crowd.

Now, of course, I know exactly what I should have said to her. It would have been a long speech, though, far too long for me to have delivered it properly. The ideas I come up with are never very practical.

Oh, well. It would have started "Once upon a time" and ended "A sad story, don't you think?"

Once upon a time, there lived a boy and a girl. The boy was eighteen and the girl sixteen. He was not unusually handsome, and she was not especially beautiful. They were just an ordinary lonely boy and an ordinary lonely girl, like all the others. But they believed with their whole hearts that somewhere in the world there lived the 100% perfect boy and the 100% perfect girl for them. Yes, they believed in a miracle. And that miracle actually happened.

One day the two came upon each other on the corner of a street.

"This is amazing," he said. "I've been looking for you all my life. You may not believe this, but you're the 100% perfect girl for me."

"And you," she said to him, "are the 100% perfect boy for me, exactly as I'd pictured you in every detail. It's like a dream."

They sat on a park bench, held hands, and told each other their stories hour after hour. They were not lonely anymore. They had found and been found by their 100% perfect other. What a wonderful thing it is to find and be found by your 100% perfect other. It's a miracle, a cosmic miracle.

As they sat and talked, however, a tiny, tiny sliver of doubt took root in their hearts: Was it really all right for one's dreams to come true so easily?

And so, when there came a momentary lull in their conversation, the boy said to the girl, "Let's test ourselves - just once. If we really are each other's 100% perfect lovers, then sometime, somewhere, we will meet again without fail. And when that happens, and we know that we are the 100% perfect ones, we'll marry then and there. What do you think?"

"Yes," she said, "that is exactly what we should do."

And so they parted, she to the east, and he to the west.

The test they had agreed upon, however, was utterly unnecessary. They should never have undertaken it, because they really and truly were each other's 100% perfect lovers, and it was a miracle that they had ever met. But it was impossible for them to know this, young as they were. The cold, indifferent waves of fate proceeded to toss them unmercifully.

One winter, both the boy and the girl came down with the season's terrible inluenza, and after drifting for weeks between life and death they lost all memory of their earlier years. When they awoke, their heads were as empty as the young D. H. Lawrence's piggy bank.

They were two bright, determined young people, however, and through their unremitting efforts they were able to acquire once again the knowledge and feeling that qualified them to return as full-fledged members of society. Heaven be praised, they became truly upstanding citizens who knew how to transfer from one subway line to another, who were fully capable of sending a special-delivery letter at the post office. Indeed, they even experienced love again, sometimes as much as 75% or even 85% love.

Time passed with shocking swiftness, and soon the boy was thirty-two, the girl thirty.

One beautiful April morning, in search of a cup of coffee to start the day, the boy was walking from west to east, while the girl, intending to send a special-delivery letter, was walking from east to west, but along the same narrow street in the Harajuku neighborhood of Tokyo. They passed each other in the very center of the street. The faintest gleam of their lost memories glimmered for the briefest moment in their hearts. Each felt a rumbling in their chest. And they knew:

She is the 100% perfect girl for me.

He is the 100% perfect boy for me.

But the glow of their memories was far too weak, and their thoughts no longer had the clarity of fouteen years earlier. Without a word, they passed each other, disappearing into the crowd. Forever.

A sad story, don't you think?

Yes, that's it, that is what I should have said to her.

2011-10-26T09:28:00.000+08:00

Read Ephesians 3:20-21

20 Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us,
21 to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen.

God's work is not stifled by our human limitations. What we have to offer may seem insignificant, but when we joyfully place it in God's hands, there's no telling what could happen. Let's be willing to give our all to Jesus and His work; and prepare to be changed! :)

I'm Right Here

2011-10-24T08:53:00.000+08:00

“I will never leave you or forsake
you. I know your name and have engraved it
on the palm of my hand. I hold your tears in
a bottle and ache with you. My grace is
sufficient and I have told you these things,
so that in me you may have peace. In this
world you will have trouble. But take heart! I
have overcome the world. I’m right
here.” (Deuteronomy 31:6, Psalm 139, Psalm
56:8, 2 Corinthians 12:9, John 16:33)

2011-10-22T13:03:00.000+08:00

I just had a huge fight with Ate. She just called me a slut after I told her that she should know na paano mag saing 'cause HELLO?! She's turning 21 already?! I mean c'mon, she's the Ate for pete's sake! Goodness! She said, she was just asking if the rice is okay na. I'm sorry I got so fed up that everytime na mag sasaing sya, she always has to ask me if "Hey is this okay?" "Is this enough?" "Luto na ba?" My gawd! I couldn't contain the feeling of annoyance anymore! I just screamed! Okay, I know that wasn't right, I should've controlled myself but I was so angry that words came out from my mouth like a flash of a thunderstorm. Yeah. And then we started shouting. Threw my books at her but didn't aim boohoo! When it's her chance na, sapul! HAHA okay I'm a loser. I know, she gets to play Angry Birds and I don't, that's a plus for her. Okay then, she started saying "You're too focused on the computer and your cellphone! Di ka maistorbo! Ano bang ginagawa mo? Flirting? Slut!" and horror of all horrors, para akong nag super science like blood's pumping triple times, no a hundred times throughout my body but then I just said "Yeah you know me too well nga. We've been together for 20 years nga pala." I was so in rage but I just cried. That's the only thing na ayokong sabihin sakin ng ate ko. Like she can tell me, I'm stupid. I'm no one or anything negative just not a slut or a flirt. I don't know, I guess it's not of a big deal to anyone, but for me it is. For the fact that she's my sister and I tell her everything about me, what's in my mind, what I did in times were not together, who's making me blush and stuff, how disgusting to see couples lip locked at a public transportation, how naive teenagers are now when it comes to courtship and stuff. How can she dare tell me that? She knows how conservative I am when it comes to boys and specially to someone I like. Hay, she's crazy. BEYOND CRAZY. I'm really upset. I know it's my fault but I wished she shouldn't went below the belt. Not gonna talk to her at the moment. Will try to ease the pain inside, ALONE. We'll be okay din in time, but not now.

Sorry, I have to post this. Like the NERVE naman this girl post this pa! Well anyway, I don't have anyone to blurt my feelings out to. Can't talk to Rosa (the child, Mom's supporting sa pagaaral) she would never understand me. And no one has been replying to my texts! I guess they think naglolokohan lang kami ni ate and nothing serious. So yeah, decided to post this. If you have problems or violent reactions which I don't care to hear and know about but if you're a friend of mine I'll accept it but if not, you're just a random people who happened to be directed to my blog in circumstances I don't know, you can click the link "click here" in my sidebar NO.2 just left of your screen or you can just hit the back and go somewhere else. Thank you.

2011-10-19T08:41:00.001+08:00

I devoted my quiet time kanina thanking God for all the blessings He has given me for the past weeks. I know there are a lot pa but I listed down the first 10 that popped into my mind.

Here it goes:

Isaiah 58:11 The LORD will guide you always; he will satisfy your needs in a sun-scorched land and will strengthen your frame. You will be like a well-watered garden, like a spring whose waters never fail.

Be blessed and be a blessing! ♥

Recap Materials

2011-05-29T12:59:00.000+08:00

Recap Materials

2011-05-29T10:51:00.000+08:00

How to Register for the Ignite 2011 Campus Conference

2011-01-14T21:06:00.000+08:00

How to Register

Ignite Promo Video

2011-01-14T19:58:00.000+08:00

Ignite Promo Video

Very Random at 11 o'clock pm

2011-01-04T23:00:00.000+08:00

Ganda ng buhok ko ngayon, thanks to Sunsilk straight and sway. :)
Lumaki daw ang braso ko. . . .AWESOME! :D
Ako na lang ang gising dito sa bahay. 8)
I miss papadoo :\

Been editing my sidebar for an hour now, can't bring back my interactive multiply badge :(

I've been thinking of ***** and kept browsing h** (secret ang gender lol) profile. :|
It's cold.
My lower back aches.
Thinking if I should change my facebook dp.
I'm wearing a blue shirt with white stripes and my trusted jammies :D
Still undecided if I'm joining my girl Daisy tomorrow :|
Haven't finish my research on the 19th Century Philippine Revolution :{
REPORTS! Got plenty of 'em. :\
He's a boy with lotsa girls on his side :[
Turn off the computer or extend one more hour?
Wanna go to the beach. . . .and I hope Mr. Puckerman is there :P
Wish it's always Sunday.
Excited for the fasting! =D
Gonna prepare myself for a week-break from facebook and cellphone use, yeah! I'm pretty sure I can surpass that! =))

. . . .pretty random, eh? :| :D :)) :P

Oh yeah, this is my first post for this year 2011 haha oraaayytt!!!!! :DDD

Blah.

2010-11-15T20:59:00.000+08:00

Wala lang. I'm tired. My head aches.

I went to the National Library kanina, last last sem pa ang huling bisita ko don I kinda miss the ambiance though---the soundness and the stillness of the establishment. I love going to libraries because of its features. :)

So yeah, now my head aches! Read books, copied a lot of things and made my own words, nakakapagod ang byahe it was exhausting. :( But the fun part was the kwentuhan with Daisy, Mariz, Kel, Beth, Ate Jona and Ixa haha! funneeeeeh moment :D Libraries are meant to be and must maintain its quietness for the sake of other library users. However, some students like me and my classmates even including LIBRARIANS! Yes, you read it right even librarians make noise. What extent or level of that noise naman? Well, if our noise could reach the other table well, unfortunately their noise surrounded the whole Reference Section!! They're like as noisy as a vendors in the market. I mean hey? Aren't you madams be the one who you know conduct silence sa lugar na yon? Ahe hay, well, its not of a big deal I mean its not something I must ponder on right? Ayun, wala lang naman ahehe :P

My mind is so random right now. I'm suppose to write a blog about my ate because its her birthday today (Happy Birthday My Dear Ate!!:D) but I couldn't take it anymore!!!!! MIGRAINE ATTACK!!!!!!!! GOODBYE NOW!!!!!!! AAAAHHH!!!!!! T.T

Reblogged from my L-O-V-E : A MUST READ!!! ;)

2010-11-11T17:26:00.000+08:00

Deep Regret

On November 8th, 2010 by Adam Young

My friend Pete has a theory he refers to as “Deep Regret.”

By definition, Deep Regret is the acute anxiety or inevitable apprehension trigged in the average male by the sudden or unexpected appearance of an immensely beautiful girl he innately knows is way out of his league. This girl is so gorgeous, so exquisite, so stunning, he becomes instantly enamored beyond mental functionality and can barely keep his eyes from popping out of his head, let alone bring himself to speak to her. Her beauty and elegance, her feminine mystique are so intoxicating, so staggering, his knees involuntarily go weak, he becomes unreasonably inarticulate, and as a result, just stands there like a n00b with his jaw on the sidewalk. Naturally, she takes zero notice of him and doesn’t even acknowledge his existence as she gracefully strolls away out of sight, and ultimately out of this life forever. It’s not a conscious thing on her part; she’s not being discourteous or mean by any stretch of the imagination, she’s just that sweet, innocent and utterly charming. She simply has no idea.

Okay. Never for a second have I pretended to have the ever-elusive female charm all figured out, but I can certainly speak for the impending inhibitions that we shy males must deal with. I’d tried to give this crazy phenomena a suitable title for a long time until Pete finally hit the nail on the head. Deep Regret refers to the irresistible longing a boy has to approach and speak to his dream girl even though he cannot physically or emotionally make himself do it. He is trapped in inner turmoil. Stricken by quiet chaos. Utterly helpless. Paralyzed. Despite the inner machine gun spray of stinging desperation, he watches her walk away and spends that night staring at the ceiling wondering WHAT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED had he found the strength to fight back the nerves long enough to say hello. His chance is lost, she is gone, yet he still replays the scene in his head, wishing he wasn’t such a jellyfish around pretty girls. Who knows what might’ve happened? He kicks himself. The wondering alone could choke a moose.

That, dear friends, is Deep Regret.

We opened for John Mayer in Houston a few months ago. Myself and good pal/monitor engineer Micah were hoofing down the quarter mile stretch from the venue to the bus after soundcheck. The sidewalk led us around the perimeter of the grounds before intersecting with a long line of fans waiting to get into the show. We were minding our own business, talking about nothing in particular when suddenly, it happened. I glanced off to my right and my heart literally stopped dead.

It was electric. It all happened in slow motion. There in front of us was a group of girls in their early/mid-twenties, walking and chatting amongst themselves on their way to the show. One of them turned to say something to her friend and I almost had a heart attack. I literally, physically couldn’t breathe. Everything about her was gorgeous. Her eyes, her smile, the way her hair fell across her face, the way she laughed, the way she walked. I was immediately struck by the Stupid Hammer as my frozen charisma melted all over the sidewalk and I stood there gaping like a ridiculous imbecile.

Allow me to pause for a moment simply to clarify that this was NOT a beastly, primal, overly-rugged masculine emotion that took hold of me. I did NOT slobber all over myself via lewd desire like some impudent, lustful, arrogant bro. I did NOT jump up and down and inwardly scream “Woah, that girl is hot!” because it is my personal opinion that the word “hot” has been weighed down by so many repulsive, disrespectful connotations (all thanks to modern media), that it has ultimately become a rather derogatory adjective with which to describe such pure and blameless beauty. It has a devious way of cheapening it and that tends to bug me. Deep Regret and the stunning quality of such unpolluted beauty is far too exquisite and innocent to be associated with such brash crudeness.

Whew. Glad that’s all cleared up.

She was beautiful. Actually, beautiful doesn’t even touch how graceful this woman was. I was utterly smitten. My mouth went dry and my heart beat around inside my chest like a dull jackhammer as the butterflies in my stomach strapped on rusty ice skates and raged in thunderous fury. My malfunctioning mental faculties shuddered and turned over a few times like a cold engine in a winter morning before promptly shutting down. It was the first time in my life I’d truly felt stunned by beauty.

I was speechless. She was Cinderella.

As I stood there incapacitated, she glided by and continued on down the sidewalk, just being totally sweet and innocent. We never made eye contact, she didn’t happen to look up or notice me. She had no idea I was even there. I instantly knew what had happened because it hit me like an iron bell in an empty church.

DEEP REGRET STRIKES AGAIN.

This is where I tell everyone how I’ve never fancied myself a terribly romantic person, and just like anyone, I have my fair share of rough edges. However, during this particular scenario in Houston, had I kept my wits about me and somehow found the nerve to approach Cinderella, I suspect I would’ve merely blabbered a load of silly rubbish via a doomed attempt of acting “cool” or “outgoing” or “fun,” only to fail miserably. Of course, I still wonder what would’ve happened. Alas, the world continues to turn, life continues to endure, and Deep Regret continues to strike like a viper.

Despite all of this, there is hope, endless amounts of the stuff, and that’s my favorite part.

This is where I swallow an overdose of optimism, leap out of my chair with my fist in the air, and shout from the rooftops at the top of my lungs, “Life must go on!” for this I truly know:

She is out there. My Cinderella. She is real. She exists. I pray for her constantly. May God satisfy the desires of her heart, draw her close, consume her. May He claim her passions, her identity, her refuge, her hopes, her strengths and weaknesses, every fiber of her being. May she treasure and cherish her Savior more than anything of this world and cling to His will with every ounce of her stamina. By all that she is, does, and strives to be, may He draw near to her and she to Him.

A mental scene is suddenly vivid. The midday sun beats down on a dirty saloon town. A showdown is taking place in the middle of a sweltering dusty street. Back to back, Deep Regret and I pace off as the clinks of our spurs split the deafening silence. At any moment, we’ll whirl around and face each other, gun metal blazing like fire. Our shots will ring through the empty buildings, shatter glass storefront windows, and only one will walk away alive.

At present, the sunset deepens in the dusk and we are still pacing, Deep Regret and I. Muscles tensed, senses alert, counting, waiting, ready to lunge for each other’s throats like wild animals. Though it hasn’t happened yet, the moment will surely arrive when faith and fear collide like a double train wreck and that’s when I’ll spin around and pull the trigger with such deft aim and vehement resolve, a silver bullet will rip through the air and I won’t even have to stand there and watch it spiral in slow motion… because I’ll already know… I won’t miss.

That’s the cool Wyatt Erp version.

Perhaps the Cary Grant version is a bit more refined. Perhaps I’ll be wearing a crisp tuxedo when I meet her (highly unlikely). I shall approach Her Highness, bow, and graciously introduce myself. She’ll offer me her royal hand, reveal her name to me, and we shall chat pleasantly whilst swirling around a ballroom of dreamy splendor. Our friendship will grow and blossom, and neither of us will ever have to write silly (and rather verbose) blogs explaining what Deep Regret is because it’ll just feel right and perhaps even meant to be.

It’s a cozy thought. Yet one I prefer to casually think about over long flights to Japan rather than wish upon a star right this second.

Time. There is much time left and lots of life seasons. There is much to see, to do, and to be.

I am a happy clam. I must take it all in, give thanks for it, and treasure reality with a heart crammed full of content as life continues to play out day-by-day. Should I do simply that, I shall finally rest assured knowing the next time Deep Regret rears its ugly head, I’ll be waiting with semi-smug confidence, ready to act swiftly.

This is just brilliantly metaphoric! His words are written like a candied fruit so delightfully made, they are to die for! I LOVE ADAM YOUNG ALL THE MORE ♥

NU107, you will be missed!

2010-11-07T21:54:00.000+08:00

REBLOGGED!

"Cheers to all the years of the two decades of good ole rock music."

When My Favorite Radio Station Shuts Down

Many of us have their own fair share of youthful experience back in the day when we first heard our favorite songs being played in one of our most favorite radio station. Located in the heart of Ortigas Center in Pasig, Philippines, my favorite rock radio station that is the DWNU 107 has started telling its listeners about its future last airing until November 7, 2010. For what reason, people are merely shrugging it off as the reasons are not really their point of interests. It's still is a business anyway.

Sadness seems to envelop me when my favorite radio station is going to be shut down. NU107 is the only radio station in the Philippines that has been consistent in playing rock and underground music. They continuously supported local rock bands that kept all the commercialism in balance even if the other radio stations continuously air pop music, which is not a bad thing though.

Rock music has long lived in the hearts of Filipinos. In their way, local rock scene has emerged as an institution. NU107 had helped many rock musicians to achieve their own self worth. They aired indie, rock, alternative, classic rock, OPM rock and many kinds of music involving rock. The most celebrated rock festival that they deliver annually, which is the NU Rock Awards, has given significant value to all the listeners' votes for each rock artists.

NU107's last goodbye which is airing its final broadcast, this Sunday, is a must hear event. The final show will showcase many local artists, including Sugarfree, UpDharma Down, Razorback, Sponge Cola and Chicosci. There will be an emotional final show airing with all the good memories and good music playing. It will be an emotional and sentimental send-off for DWNU107, for its people, DJ's and for the listeners who live for rock music in the Philippines.

When my favorite radio station shuts down, I am left in a certain degree of thinking, what will happen to the balance in the radio stations?The music played on NU107 has been a trademark for good music combined with its following audience. The moment will come when another radio station will emerge and will capture the hearts and the best interest of its listeners, and only NU107 does that. Cheers to all the years of the two decades of good ole rock music.

from:
Sarah Jane Angel
http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/5980854/philippines_rock_radio_station_nu107_pg2.html?cat=8

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2010-11-04T08:47:00.000+08:00

My Hope Is Found

I was up late last night and decided to record a “cover song” of sorts.

Not for anything special, just for fun.

I’m twenty four years old, yet something about this song makes me bawl like a baby. The way the melodies and lyrics swirl together is so poignant and beautiful. If I were to count on one hand, the number of songs that have ever deeply moved me, this one would take the cake. Last night I probably spent more time actually crying at the piano than I did recording it. Such are the secret confessions of a shy boy from Minnesota.

Entitled In Christ Alone, written by Keith Getty and Stuart Townend.

In Christ alone, my hope is found 
He is my light, my strength, my song 
This cornerstone, this solid ground 
Firm through the fiercest drought and storm 
What heights of love, what depths of peace 
When fears are stilled, when strivings cease 
My comforter, my all-in-all 
Here in the love of Christ I stand

There in the ground His body lay 
Light of the world by darkness slain 
Then bursting forth in glorious day 
Up from the grave He rose again!
And as He stands in victory 
Sin’s curse has lost its grip on me
 For I am His and He is mine 
Bought with the precious blood of Christ

No guilt in life, no fear in death
 This is the power of Christ in me 
From life’s first cry to final breath 
Jesus commands my destiny 
No power of hell, no scheme of man 
Can ever pluck me from His hand
 Till He returns or calls me home 
Here in the power of Christ I’ll stand

As I’m so often reminded what a priceless gift my life is, I ache with everything in me to make it count, so that when I finally cross the finish line, I’ll hear the words, “Well done, good and faithful servant.”

To me, there is no greater reward.

Of course, all of this weighs heavily on the spiritual scale, so allow me to be completely honest and say none of it is intended to be “crammed down the throat,” if you will. That is not my intention. This is what I wholeheartedly believe, and to that belief, I remain steadfast until He returns or calls me home.

One thing is certain:

When He comes for His own, He will have no trouble recognizing me… because my banner will be clear.

An Astounding Experience

2010-11-02T17:47:00.000+08:00

Before I knew it, I was actually doing it! :)

It was 7:40am when I arrived at Robinson Metro-East. It was the first time I have entered a mall that early. Stalls covered with blue sacks (don't know what to call it), stores closed, escalators shut down. There was no light except for the reflection of the sun from the outside. I never felt spooky that moment, I was so enticed with the enthusiasm I felt since last week. All I knew that very moment is that something beyond my imagination will happen after this day.

In preparation for this day or I prefer to call it "The Day". I was advised to fast the day after the victory weekend. I thought of doing media fast and water fast but ate told me its impossible for me to do media fasting because the TV is just around the corner ha! So, I did the water fast instead. I skipped three meals for the day--that's friday. No breakfast, no lunch and no miryenda. I was really starving that day. Commercials on the TV is so tempting like rarrr! Diether Ocampo having a big and passionate bite on his pizza. Ice cream. Mang Inasal and just about everything. I thought that day is so long and wished it would end right away... and that was the devil telling me :| But nada, you can't fool me now, not later and not ever! I prayed to God that I'll be able to enjoy the whole day even though I'm not eating, my tummy will feel full by the Word of God alone and that I may endure the day by just talking to Him. I was surprised to survive the day with an empty stomach yet I remain happy and calm. And the most important part of my prayer: I prayed that I may receive the gift from the Holy Spirit. Having to survive the day without food intake was the first miracle I experienced before the actual day, the victory weekend.

"OPEN YOUR MOUTH", people shouting, gospel music on-going, Pastor's praying mightily, everyone crying. It was surreal. "Lord, I'm not going out in this place without your gift!","Lord I wanna be with You" "Lord, pour out Your Holy Spirit!" "Lord!!" "Holy Spirit!!" and many other phrases I can't remember now---I've been uttering those words over and over again and then suddenly, a bizarre thing happened to me I could never imagine how it actually occurred to me, its unfathomable, I can't even say the exact word to describe what the feeling was. It was amazing. I can't feel my mouth but I know its moving. I can't hear the words I am saying. The girl beside me kept saying to open our mouths as she tap our shoulders and speak in a strange language at the same time. I asked God, "Is this it? Am I doing it now Lord? Am I speaking in tongues?" "Oh Lord" and before I knew it, I was actually doing it! It was so incredible that I couldn't help but to cry more. The feeling was so intense! And then I said, "Lord thank You. Your gift is so marvelous. You never fail to amaze us. Thank You, thank you, thank you. I love you Lord and I will never ever depart from Your Word."

I felt like a new being and after that I told to myself, I will never ever be the same again :) "The old is gone, the new has come!". My heart is celebrating as well as the others and I know the heaven is in greater joy. Thank You God. I will love you more and more each day and I'm looking forward to spend more time with You every minute of the day. :)

And Its finally Official. Victory Weekend Batch 3!! Owyeah! :D

In addition, I've been baptized for the second time. I felt it more real and solemn because I'm in the right age to participate in that public declaration. I also signed up for the technical ministry which was my dream since I started attending their worship service :)

So then, this is my story of an astounding experience from my Victory Weekend. I'm now excited to do one2one and share my experience and the love of My Father and Dear Lord with my fellow youth :) Thank You Ate Aileen for being so patient to me and for everything you have taught me, I will forever be thankful to God at nakilala kita ate:) My bro Pamille for introducing me and making kulit na umattend ako sa VCF without you I wouldn't be telling this now haha! Ate Janine, Ate Jen, Kumiko, Jobee and to everyone na nakilala ko. You made my experience worth it! THE BEST KAYO!! :))

"So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed." -John 8:36

A blessed night to you! ;)

Love,
Fam

P.S:
Sorry if some of my sentences are grammatically incorrect hahaha! Thank you :D

Sky Sailing - Brielle Lyrics

2010-10-06T00:20:00.000+08:00

There's a handwritten note, pressed in the door, of her screened in porch
And I am sailing away, recalling that day miles from shore
She was still wearing white and robins egg blue, Her grandmother's dress
When I left early this year, how I wound up here is anyone's guess
When the new sites grow old and I start to feel cold I'll sail home again

Goodbye Brielle
Only whispers can tell
Of the sweet dreams that we knew so well
I'll see you around our dear ocean town
The frozen days we set ablaze
Sent me drifting away
Like a butterfly, you floated by and now your alone
I wish I knew when I'll be back again
So until then I wish you well
My dear Brielle

Strolling over the sand and cobblestone paths, that wind through the trees

Breathing this sweet forest air makes a blue bird aware that she could be free
When the new sites grow old and I start to feel cold I'll sail home again

Goodbye Brielle
Only whispers can tell
Of the sweet dreams that we knew so well
I'll see you around our dear ocean town
The frozen days we set ablaze
Sent me drifting away
Like a butterfly, you floated by and now your alone
I wish I knew when I'll be back again
So until then I wish you well
So until then I wish you well
I love you my darling farewell
My dear Brielle

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/brielle-lyrics-sky-sailing.html ]

This song made me cry a little. It is just sweet. I wish I belong to Adam Young's world. Falling in love with him all over again. ♥

A Surreal Thought

2010-10-05T23:37:00.000+08:00

Nais kong bumawi sa mga taong nasayang na sana kinuha ko ang bagay na gusto ko talaga at sa tagal ng panahon na ngayon ko lang nalaman ang tunay na tinitibok ng aking puso.

I wanted to paint. Mess up my room with stains from my artwork. Think freely. Fill up my wall with paintings. Have my own paint brush and palette and canvas. Sell my works to my dad and buy a new canvas or a set of paint brush. I wanted to perform on stage. Wear costumes and heavy make-ups. Have my hair done like a diva. Speak loudly. Recite in deep Tagalog or in a lovely British accent.

These are the things that I really want. 3years have past, I don't know how did I let all these things pass by and how dare did I let some other elements take away my chance of reaching my dream of being an Artist.

I wish I could have turn back time and insist with all of my might that I really want to pursue arts. But it's okay, I know God has a purpose kung bakit Communication Research ang kinuha ko. If not, I wouldn't be able to meet the best people in the world---my college friends specially Snoogums Boogums :)

I would like to take this time and endure the moment to thank my lovely ladies including Kuya Eman (Mo Jojojo) and Angelo (Mo twistah). God knows how I am blessed to have all of you as my trusted friends. Thank you for the joy, love and encouragement you have given me for the past 2 years. Nothing can ever compare the moments we have shared. You all are my answered prayer. Thank you guys! I will remain the same and continue to be the Famela you first met. I love you all from the very bottom of my heart. God bless our friendship! Looking forward for more years to celebrate with you guys! CHEERS <3>

:)

2010-09-28T21:38:00.000+08:00

Waiting in the Wings

Whether you love or hate them, airports are captivating places. It seems like waiting is the only thing anyone ever gets done. With nothing to do and nowhere to go before your zone number is called, you either reread last night’s texts or you just sit there like a vegetable and stare. It’s impossible not to notice a million things about those in the crowd of strangers around you and you smile when you happen to glance up and catch someone’s eye. You know the odds are good that you’ll never see any of these people again but you can’t help but wonder where they’re from, where they’ve been, or where they’re going. You feel some kind of deep-rooted respect and reverence because there is so much living going on, so many journeys being taken physically, emotionally, spiritually — and you’re not only in the middle of it, you’re contributing to it.

Beyond the gates, beyond the blue, everyone is waiting. I’ll bet some don’t even know what for. Maybe they’re waiting because that’s all they’ve ever known, waiting for something to happen… anything at all. Some are content, some are entirely discontent. Some love waiting because it gives them something to hang on to, something to keep the gears turning in their minds. Some are tired of waiting because they don’t know what’s beyond the gates but they’re still curious as to what’s out there, they’re still searching for something. Maybe some are so busy waiting, they forget what indescribable beauty is right there in front of them.

If you sift through as many airports as I do, you’ll agree the process becomes formulaic and dull pretty fast. Sometimes you’d just as soon forget where you are and where you’re going for a moment because, “if you’ve seen one, you’ve seen ‘em all.” Waiting for a delayed flight is just as tiresome in Copenhagen as it is in Shanghai, Dallas, Manila or Perth, but that’s no reason to wish the time away. Sometimes I long to fast forward five to ten hours at a time so I could JUST GET THERE ALREADY, and that’s when I realize the ability would be nice, but it’s not a daydream I’m proud of. The last thing I want to do is wish my life away, be it a device to eclipse exhaustion, fatigue, apathy or otherwise. These days are FAR too valuable and I cannot plan which one will be my last. With that outlook, each day, hour and minute is suddenly VERY precious. I must be thankful even for the dull moments because the reality is that I could pass into eternity tonight, next week, six months from now or in fifty years. I need to appreciate the time I’ve been given because that time is not something I can count on. It will elapse at some point and when I look back at the life I’ve just lived, what will I think of it? I don’t want to cross the finish line and feel the tiniest hint of disappointment.

It’s easy to plan. It’s not hard to expect. It’s easy to intend things to fall into place, give or take some heartache along the way.

My plans are common. I want to work hard, immerse myself in what I’m most passionate about. I want to create art, send a message of hope out into the world, I want to inspire others. Most of all, I long to draw a pure reflection of what I’m living for and Who claims my life, my strength, and my all. I want to meet a lovely girl, win her heart, fall in love and get married. I want to start a family someday, have a good retirement, play a little golf, take my grandkids fishing, THEN maybe I’ll be into the idea of my days being numbered. Of course I’m being a bit facetious. Sometimes I’d just as soon put the idea of death as far from me as possible, but of course, I am not the one to decide when my time is up. I can’t keep it at bay with a ten foot pole. An appointment book has been made and my appointments WILL BE KEPT whether I like it or not. The beauty is that I don’t have to be afraid.

What gets me is the way my knees dig into the back of the seat in front of me when the bird finally crests the clouds. It keeps me awake and that’s when I can’t help but wonder where the girl sitting next to me is from, what sort of book the guy two rows ahead is reading, or if the pretty flight attendant with the pony tail has anyone waiting for her back home, wherever that is.

And then the plane lands and I’m out of there. Sometimes I’m walking away, glad to be back on the ground, but wishing I would’ve found a deeper appreciation for the journey itself, rather than focusing only on the destination.

And then in the hotel room, sometimes I stare into the mirror and it’s like I’m looking into the eyes of a familiar stranger. Not in a sad or lonely way, just from a thoughtful, pensive angle. Who is that person? What is he thinking? What is he holding on to? Where does he put his trust? Where is his refuge? What is he really living for?

Sometimes it’s a friendly reminder… sometimes it’s a sobering reality check.

That’s when I realize I’m tired of waiting. I’m so sick of wishing I was there already. I’d rather look around and not have to squint to see the beauty that literally lies everywhere.

Just for a second, forget your weekend plans, forget what’s in the books, forget your date on Friday night, forget how crazy the world is and how you just want to be there already. Things can change in a split-second and sometimes you have no idea what you’ve got until it’s gone. Sometimes life is not about the destination, but about the journey designed to take you there.

Whether things are happy or life is hard, there is SUCH divine beauty all around, and I suppose in a manner of speaking, “the trick is to see it.”

A Switchfoot lyric appropriately comes to mind:

“This is your life, are you who you want to be?”

I Can Totally Relate To This: REBLOGGED

2010-09-28T21:35:00.000+08:00

Everything Reminds Me of You

On September 27th, 2010 by Adam Young

Dizzy.

That’s how you feel when you run into a significant other you haven’t seen in a long time. A bitter avalanche of icy memories plows into your chest at breakneck speed, stealing the very breath from your lungs. Gasping for air, there’s really no use fighting it; the blow is instantaneous and it’s overpowering. Your eyes land on this person, your heart immediately stops dead, your knees go weak and you internally panic. You force yourself to walk over, but before either of you say hello, you’ve already got an endless amount of things you secretly want to say and an equally lengthy list of questions you wish you could ask.

What affection the two of you once shared was absolutely beautiful, consequently rendering any unanticipated meetings thereafter twice as awkward. But as everyone always reminded you, life has a way of operating, God has a mysterious way of working, and sometimes things change without a moment’s warning. Even after it was all said and done, it’s still hard to imagine how things could’ve ever evolved from “always” to “never” in what seemed like a single dramatic heartbeat.

Months and months later, you run into this particular person unexpectedly and the realization hits you like a brick wall. The pain is still there. It’s almost as painful as the night you said goodbye. Enough time has passed to con you into thinking you’ve begun to heal, and of course you probably have, but then you see this person and suddenly those old familiar aches begin to hurt all over again. You were finally beginning to mend after what happened, the relationship withered and ended, however dramatically, but the moment you lock eyes with this person you once shared so many dreams with, your stomach turns and a bitter taste fills your mouth. You can barely breathe. Half of you aches for things to be the way they once were, the other half longs to forget the whole thing ever happened. Regardless of your role in the conclusion of the relationship, it left you shattered and bringing it up after all this time would only pour another dose of potent heartbreak for both of you.

So there you are, standing face-to-face, unsure of what to say aside from the typical small talk jabber. A myriad of emotions swirl through both your heads but they only make former lovers more confused. Maybe you hug an awkward I-haven’t-seen-you-in-forever gesture, but that familiar mixed scent of perfume and cologne makes it even more impossible to know how to act, brief as the impending conversation inevitably will be. You just can’t stop thinking “things will never be the way they used to be” and that’s what hurts most. You both know where your identities lie, Who ultimately claims your hearts and where your fortresses are… and those things are truly what matter most, but this unforeseen meeting is still severely painful and there’s no denying that. It keeps you both awake for nights.

As healing as it is, you can only drive around at night listening to The Swiss Army Romance so many times.

This is me being honest. I tossed and turned a lot last week. I thought about someone so much it was unhealthy.

So here’s hoping I fall asleep easier tonight if I send a simple message out into the void:

Girl,

I still care about you. I think about you all the time. I’m praying for you constantly. I want so badly to know you’re being taken care of. I wish you the best in life, not because you’ll surely find it, but because you deserve it. You deserve so much.

I just wish you knew how much I miss you.

Adam

The Orange Juice from the Heart of a Researcher

2010-07-31T23:07:00.000+08:00

Orange Juice has a lot of benefits and one of those is that it is rich in antioxidants which relieves stress that causes different kinds of diseases.

As a researcher, our job requires us to do a lot of thinking, field works, deadlines and other sorts of things that in return causes stress. By drinking Orange Juice, it eases the stress we feel due to the tasks given to us. Moreover, drinking Orange Juice helps researchers like me to atleast lessen the anxiety we feel and supply us enough relaxation we need for better thinking.

The Railway System

2010-07-30T09:34:00.000+08:00

(my assignment in investigative journalism)

“… Ganito rin po ang nangyari sa MRT. Sinubukan na namanag bilhin ang ating pagmamahal. Pinilit ang operator na panatilihing mababa ang pamasahe, hindi tuloy magampanan ang garantiyang ibinigay sa operator na mababawi nila ang kanilang puhunan. Dahil ditto, inutusan ang Landbank at Development Bank of the Philippines na bilhin ang MRT. ANG PERA NG TAUMBAYAN, IPINAGPALIT SA ISANG NALULUGING OPERASYON.” —A part from President Noynoy Aquino’s State of the Nation Address.

My reaction to this as a commuter and a regular passenger of LRT Line 2, I don’t think it is reasonable. I have three points here: First, not all passengers of LRT and MRT are taxpayers; there are also students who use these railway systems primarily on their way to school. If P-NOY would say that there is urgency in implementing the fare hike, I think it would be way over board. Php60 is the actual fare for a passenger on a one-way trip of MRT and the present fare is Php15 now, the government subsidies or shoulders Php45 each passenger, where would the students get this additional expense? Of course, to their parents who basically gets more expenses including electricity, phone bills, water, food and even their own taxes. Second, million passengers ride LRT and MRT a day. If you were to ask me why I use LRT2 on my way to school? It is simply because riding a jeep instead of LRT is no longer applicable for me. I travel from Marikina to Pureza and I have a class at 7:30am, LRT would take me to school in 20mins whereas in the jeepney I would spend long hours of sitting and pollution intake (traffic is not yet included).

As millions of passengers ride the LRT and MRT directs me to my third and last point. How can you say that the company is deficit if a lot of people—millions of people including students, workers and senior citizens use this railway system on a regular basis? And annually the numbers of passengers increase? And in addition, the advertisements seen in each train? There must be other reasons why operators still can’t regain the capital they used for this railway system.

So I say, LRT and MRT are very helpful and that the fare hike is unreasonable and unfair not only for a student like me who only rely to my parents and has Php120 allowance a day but to normal citizens as well.

Senatorial Candidates for 2010 Elections

2010-05-09T10:54:00.000+08:00

This year, I am going to participate in the election, it's my first time though. While I’ve already decided on my president, vice president and party list, I still have to think about my senatorial lineup. Here is the complete list I got from the web and provided by COMELEC:

1. Acosta, Jr. Nereus O. (NERIC) – Liberal Party
2. Albani, Shariff Ibrahim H. (SHARIFF) – Kilusang Bagong Lipunan Party
3. Alonto, Zafrullah M. (NOLDY) – Bangon Pilipinas Party
4. Bautista, J.V. Larion (J.V. BAUTISTA) – Pwersa ng Masang Pilipino Party
5. Bautista, Martin D. (DR. BALIKBAYAN) – Liberal Party
6. Bello, Silvestre III H. (BEBOT) – Lakas-Kampi CMD
7. Biazon, Rozzano Rufino B. (RUFFY) – Liberal Party
8. Bong Revilla, Ramon, Jr. B. (KAP) – Lakas-Kampi CMD
9. Caunan, Henry B. (HENRY) – PDP-Laban Party
10. Cayetano, Pilar Juliana S. (PIA) – Nacionalista Party
11. David, Rizalito Y. (LITO) – Ang Kapatiran Party
12. De Venecia, Jose III P. (JOEY) – Pwersa ng Masang Pilipino Party
13. Defensor Santiago, Miriam P. (MIRIAM) – People’s Reform Party
14. Drilon, Franklin M. (FRANK) – Liberal Party
15. Espinosa, Nanette M. (ATE NANETTE) – Kilusang Bagong Lipunan Party
16. Enrile, Juan Ponce (JPE) – Pwersa ng Masang Pilipino Party
17. Estrada, Jinggoy E. (JINGGOY) – Pwersa ng Masang Pilipino Party
18. Guico, Ramon Jr. (GETS KO) – Lakas-Kampi CMD
19. Guingona, Teofisto III D. (TG) – Liberal Party
20. Hontiveros-Baraquel, Ana Theresia H. (RISA H.) – Liberal Party
21. Imbong, Jo Aurea M. (ATE JO) – Ang Kapatiran Party
22. Inocencio, Ma. Katherine Luningning R. (KATA) – Bangon Pilipinas Party
23. Lacson, Alexander L. (PINOY) – Liberal Party
24. Lambino, Raul L. (RAUL) – Lakas-Kampi CMD
25. Langit, Rey M. (REY LANGIT) – Lakas-Kampi CMD
26. Lao, Yasmin B. (YAS) – Liberal Party
27. Lapid, Manuel M. (LITO) – Lakas-Kampi CMD
28. Lim, Danilo (GENERAL DANNY) – Independent
29. Lood, Alma A. (ALMA) – Kilusang Bagong Lipunan Party
30. Lozada, Jose Apolinario Jr. R. (JUN) – Pwersa ng Masang Pilipino Party
31. Maambong, Regalado E. – Kilusang Bagong Lipunan Party
32. Marcos, Ferdinand Jr. R. (BONGBONG) – Nacionalista Party
33. Maza, Liza L. (LIZA MAZA NG GABRIELA) – Independent
34. Mitra, Ramon B. (MON-MON) – Nacionalista Party
35. Nikabulin, Adz G. (COUNT HABIS) – Bangon Pilipinas Party
36. Ocampo, Ramoncito P. (MONCHING) – Bangon Pilipinas Party
37. Ocampo, Saturnino C. (SATUR) – Bayan Muna Party
38. Ople, Susan V. (TOOTS) – Nacionalista Party
39. Osmena, Emilio Mario R. (PROMDI) – Abag Promdi
40. Osmena, Sergio III D. (SERGE) – Independent
41. Palparan, Jovito Jr. S. (JOVI) – Independent
42. Papin, Imelda A. (IMELDA PAPIN) – Kilusang Bagong Lipunan Party
43. Paredes, Zosimo Jesus II M. (JESS) – Ang Kapatiran Party
44. Pimentel, Gwendolyn D. (GWEN) – PDP-Laban Party
45. Plaza, Rodolfo Rodrigo G. (OMPONG) – Nacionalist People’s Coalition Party
46. Princesa, Reynaldo R. (PRINCE) – Bangon Pilipinas Party
47. Querubin, Ariel O. (MARINES) – Nacionalista Party
48. Recto, Ralph S. (RALPH) – Liberal Party
49. Remulla, Gilbert Cesar C. (GILBERT) – Nacionalista Party
50. Rinozo-Plazo, Maria Gracia DV. (GRACE) – Ang Kapatiran Party
51. Roco, Sonia M. (SON) – Liberal Party
52. Sison, Adrian O. (ADRIAN) – Ang Kapatiran Party
53. Sotto, Vicente III C. (TITO) – Nacionalist People’s Coalition Party
54. Tamano, Adel A. (ADEL) – Nacionalista Party
55. Tamayo, Reginald B. (REGIE) – Ang Kapatiran Party
56. Tarrazona, Hector M. (TARZAN) – Ang Kapatiran Party
57. Tatad, Francisco S. (KIT) – Grand Alliance for Democracy / GABAYBAYAN
58. Tinsay, Alexander B. (ALEX TINSAY) – Bangon Pilipinas Party
59. Valdehuesa, Manuel Jr. E. (MANNY) – Ang Kapatiran Party
60. Villanueva, Hector L. (KA HECTOR) – Kilusang Bagong Lipunan Party
61. Virgines, Israel N. (DR. ISRAEL) – Bangon Pilipinas Party

So out of these 61 candidates, I have to choose twelve. I’ve seen their political ads in Facebook or on television and just about in every forms of print and non-print media. A lot of these names are new to me as compare to the almost-familiar and famous ones.

I am excited to vote and try the automated election here in the Philippines and I am lucky 'cause I have to experience it for the first time :) I'm a little bit scared though 'cause it has been (well, for me) the most head-to-head competition among candidates from the national president down to local councilors. Philippines has experienced the most tragic stories during and before the campaign period. It scares many of us on what will happen after and during the election especially the period of counting and finalizing all the ballots. I hope and pray that what ever happen, justice and truthfulness remain and God will be in our conscience.

EVERYONE MUST VOTE WISELY. And for the next 6 years we will be able to gain respect from other countries all over the world. God bless the Philippines and the most awaited 2010 Automated Election.

2010-03-16T19:27:00.001+08:00

had just woke up. hinang hina ako knna di ako makabangon sa pagkakahiga ko. i really felt lifeless while sleeping--its the kind of makeup sleep that i really needed. dahil sa research concept na yan 3am na ako natulog tapos kung kelan papasok na ako nasa lrt na ako sasabihin na sa friday pa ipapasa?! wtf tlga! almost everyone of us slept for 3hrs only and less pra lang matapos un tapos gnun mangyayari what the hell! hayy.. pagod na pagod tlga ako ngaung araw na ito sinabayan pa ng sobrang init san ka pa? buti na lang nga e di ako hinimatay i have my monthly p pa naman hay hay.. anyway, i was happy nman kasi nkauwi ako ng maaga at nakabawi ng tulog kahit papaano ahe. aun, meron clash of wits pra sa 2ndyear students kanina. its a debate between 2ndyear students different sections different courses within the college of communication. aun unfortunately, my classmates didnt won the motion about the proper way of singin the philippines national anthemn. it was ok kht na di sila nanalo all out support naman kmi e haha! ang gwapo ni lloyd knna he was the leader of the opposition. he looks so hot kasi ang pormal nya nakapolo with his ballpen nka pin sa damit nya tapos ang galing nya magsalita which makes him more good-looking. galing nya! tanda n nya kc hahaha joke but if i was given a chance maging girlfriend nya i would be so proud ahaha! but unluckily meron na syang gf 2yrs na yata sila and the girl? beauty and brains! graduate ng bs bio sa ust tapos nag mmedical school sa feu oha! bagay sila at kmi hndi hahaha! anyway, mkakahanap dn ako ng katulad ni lloyd na swak skn tlga ahe. hayun, happiness! ahe. so pano? maiwan na kta blog. saya mag virtual kwento ahaha! kkkk, latersss! :p

OH !

2010-03-02T22:29:00.001+08:00

bloggg! hay.. my day didnt went well.. i hate p.e man! i super hate p.e! gawd someone must be killing me now specially p.e majors for saying this. but im sorry, p.e isnt really my thing. im not physically competitive but i wanted to try sports though. wel, i was pertaining to modern dance actually. man, this is my last p.e and i didnt gave my best shot! if only it wasnt modern dance id probably done better. i had a grade of 3.0 for my final practical test. geez! but good thing, though i find p.e boring and time consuming, i never skip classes or ive never been listed as absent. it was just that at this final practical test that i screwed up. hay.. i could have done better if only i was ready and nver treated it as a joke.. hay, oh well.. it happened already, its just so sad that most of my classmates had i high grade and i had a hanging-by-a-thread grade.. poor me.. hayy.. my classmate kate gave me words of encouragement saying: mas madami pang dapat gawin kesa sa pagsasayaw. she was right but i cant help thinking about it, knowing that it was just p.e! oh shame. hay.. i hope this will not affect my final grade. i certainly hope so. :c

Good Morning Blogggg!! :p

2010-02-21T08:48:00.001+08:00

Ah sarap gumising ng late ahehe :p hayy.. The house is so dimmy kya it feels like its still 7am tho its past 8:30 na.

i tweeted this morning and i saw anne curtis' tweet it says: dress to feel good or dress to impress. which one are u? wel ofcourse i said dress to feel good coz i always wanted to chillax but somhow i also thought dat i dress to impress especially wen my clothes are new or dat we have events in skul. i dnt want to look defensive about the raised question but i knw in myself dat i only dress to impress occasionally. an example of dress to impress for me is my pa-feeling social na mga classmates. i knw wer in masscom but sometimes it isnt just appropriate y? wer going to do props and all sorts of dirty thngs then their outfit is so bongga dat jst doesnt fit to wat we are about to do nonetheless they jst wanted to look at us or jst sit down db? hay.. i hope dat dey wud not dscover ds blog of mine haha! oh wel, no matter how many dakdak i do naman in here would not change a thing ahaha! okay thats all ill be back later. mwah!

JUST DISCOVERED SOMETHING! :D

2010-02-20T19:01:00.001+08:00

pde nga mag post ng blog entry dto sa phone ko haha! orayt orayt! haha updated ka na lage mahal kong blog ahuuuuh! nakakaiyak naman ito hahahaha i super love it! thanks sa aking classmate na si mayjoy dahil sakanya may internet na ang phone ko ole ole!! haha mabuhay! ang saya ko hayiii.. hay :p love being online! mwah.

hello hello blog! :p

2010-02-20T18:50:00.002+08:00

il just try posting blog entry here in my phone haha kung tama ba tong gagawin ko well and good i can update my dear blog na everyday haha! happiness C :

BORED.

2009-12-31T13:21:00.000+08:00

hullo blog.

kamusta? naku im bored to death. 4days na lang at pasukan nanaman hay.. nkakatakot pagpasok ko midterm na tapos mei report pa ako sa research design wah! huhu hay.. God bless na lang skin ehe :) ay tapos magpapasa pa pla ako ng draft ko sa online research waw! kamusta?!! hay hay.. hmm.. kya nga di ko feel 'tong christmas vacation ko eh ahe hay hay :l hmmmm.. anyway, dpat magayos na ako dahil bagong taon na haha bka isang buong taon akong lazy nito, aba di pde un haha! :)) mag aapply pa nman ako ng dean's list for next sem hayzzzz... ehe.

im with manz last night ehe, we watched fireworks display sa riverbanks and its his birthday today yii! we've spent together the first 4hrs of his 21st year hehe :) i hope i made me feel good somehow khit na pinaglakad ko sya at pinahirapan sa pagabang ng masasakyan pauwi haha binigyan pa nya kami ng 100bux haha ok lang nman un sknya mei work n din nman na xa haha :D pansin ko lang, parang yearly iba iba nakakasama ko pag nanunuod ako ng fireworks display ah? haha funny. hay, pero sna nman mei tumagal na tlga hay ung tipong sa susunod kong panunuod nun the same person parin ung ksma ko ehe hay.. hmm.. hay.. :(

kchat ko sa facebook si koy, churchmate nmin. nakakatuwa xa ehe but weird lang pag nagkikita na kmi sa church di nya ako kinakausap nonetheless kausapin ko sya aun.. weird ehe.. pero cguro mei mga taong talagang chatmate mo lang or textmate mo lang talaga ehe db? hay oh well.

hmm.. cge, gagawa na ako ng draft ko ahe mejo nakakatamad na din kasing mag facebook ahe :) okidoki! 'til next online hehe. muah! HAPPY NEW YEAR!! :) new year means new life for me.

xoxo,
fam :)

Afternoon delight :)

2009-12-29T15:46:00.000+08:00

its a gloomy afternoon..

anyways, haha :) i missed blogging hayy.. been infront of the computer for several hours now haha :) turned on the comp ng 9am and til now its 4pm na hahaha :) adikkkk!! hehe wla nman akong msyadong gingawa hehe.. a daily routine haha hay.. napaka boring ng bakasyon ko, napakalungkot na ewan hay basta di masaya.. hayy.. hmmm.. mag babagong taon na lungkot lungkot parin. u know, no matter how hard i try to think positive and be happy the pain and the melancholy is still there, still here its just around the corner and how i so damnly wish na it would just go away. but sad to say, andito lang talaga sya unless i totally forget about it and let it go. i believe nman, na i let this thing go na eh like i dont care na nga about them but it just sucks!! i wish it just never knew it, never knew that it would come. i was happy na eh not until i learned about the news. i dont wanna say it dito kasi baka pag nabasa ko ulit ito after a year siguro maalala ko nanaman so i think it's pretty safe not to tell it na lang dito. hayyy.. hmm.. i miss being alive like a butterfly flying around haha hay.. hmm.. im so stuck with this four corners of the house, stuck in front of the computer, stuck in the sofa! STUCK IN THIS FULL OF SHIT PAST!! damn. i so hate recalling those days that we're still together. he was an asshole for crying out loud! asshole for leaving me and making palit of me with someone whom i think never even reached the level i am now. god, i just hate it! hay.. okay, enough. i dont want to ruin my entire day and my entire life just thinking how stupid that girl was and syempre mas stupid c chyr!! hayy.. i know im too smart to let him go. i dont have future with him. what will he feed me and my children?? none! breakdance? duh! breakdance his face! i dont care! all i know is that i'll be successful without him. he can never fulfill anyone's dreams, not tomorrow, not ever! hay.

im so done with him. i dont wanna think about him anymore okay? im happy for what is in store for me now. i know it will be the best. God removed chyr from my life 'cause He know na walang mngyayari sa buhay ko pag sknya ako napunta. all my efforts and all the sacrifices my parents gave me para maging successful will all be put to waste kapag si ralph ang nakatuluyan ko. so now, i am very much relieved and soon magiging masaya din ako sa lalaking deserve ko. GOODBYE CHYR. its just so sad that it ended up like this but what can i do? ikaw ang naglagay skin sa lugar na ito. i know, marerealize mo din someday ung mga sinabi ko sayo. bahala na si God sayo, vengeance is not mine its His. u made me cry, and every tear i have shed because of you is equivalent to your sacrifices. bahala na si God gumanti para skin.

Make Me Realize...

2009-12-28T12:09:00.000+08:00

I am saddened about what's happening in the Philippines for the last 3mos and up to today and what i am going through as of the past few weeks is nothing compare to the feelings of those individuals, children and families who are suffering from the fire and from the awaited volcanic eruption of Bulkan Mayon.

I must be thankful though my heart is bleeding i still have plenty of reasons to be happy about because i have a home, i am alive, and i have my family and friends here. I guess, i was too vulnerable not to realize this right away, but you know God has plans for everything, if u have to lose one, you will surely gain a better one. If He took something away from you, it only means to say He has something better in store to give you something that you'll surely be glad of because He's the one who gave it to you and through Him and with Him you will never go wrong.

I may not realize what He's trying to do and what He really wants me to do, yet i know it will be for my good and for my growth as an individual and as His child as well (John 13:7).

I shouldn't fear tomorrow for the Lord my God is here with me who will help me in every step of the way (Isaiah 41:13). He will never leave me nor forsake me.

Ngayon lang to and tomorrow will be another day for me to be thankful of and continue being grateful about. God has been my strength in times i feel so down and weak. His the comfort i can never find in my friends 'cause the comfort I've been looking for is the comfort in the heart and soul where only God my Father, the Omnipotent One can give.

I wrote this 'cause i think it's the only way i can get out of this thing i feel inside. And i believe writing will somehow ease the pain that i am going through right now. Letting go and letting God is quite scary for me but you know giving your hand to God and letting Him hold you could be the best resource one could ever have in his entire life and in every heart break and rejection a person feels.

I hope someday i will finally find him, the one i have been waiting for. I know he will hurt me but not as much as my past, immature and irresponsible relationship would have brought me. I will now patiently wait for that special moment God will lead me to the way where this lovable, Christ-like and worthy man is. My turn for true love is yet to come and I am so excited of meeting him someday in God's perfect time. :)

love love love,
fam

haviing good vibes :)

2009-11-15T15:50:00.000+08:00

I LOVE ROCK RIOT!!

good day blog,

haha i got this new game in facebook, its name is rock riot and its super cool and addicting! yeah, a lot of my classmates are really into it. it's really fun haha although it might damage the keyboard but you just can't get away with it haha! actually, i asked my sister na to buy me a usb keyboard haha so that my mom wouldn't freak out whenever i play rock riot haha! and yah know what, though she warns me about playing and pressing the keyboard too much haha my mom loves playing rock riot too! actually, she sometimes steals the laptop from me haha imagine that! haha and believe it or not, she plays a lot better than me haha! it's way too cool!! haha :) i just simply love it haha :D

i got my multiply account na din haha FINALLY!! haha :)
well, my real multiply account actually.. i had an account back then but i was so lazy to update it so i signed up for a new one and im pretty sure i'll be checking and updating that out also :) promise! haha :))

i'm so into retro today, i just keep thinking of it.. "retro retro retro and lots of retro.. everything's retro! :)" that'll be my debut theme :) oh yeah! in 10 days i'll finally turn 18 haha :) so now, im enjoying my pre-legal-slash-minor days haha 'cause when i turn 18 everything will now change, uhm yeah quite everything :) haha i'm sort of excited about it, still not pressured, it's just a simple party haha nothing special just the retro vibe! yeah-ha! :) RETRO FEVAH! LOVE IT! :) aun, that's why i signed up for a new multiply account so that i can upload photos of my birthday there for private viewing purposes haha 'cause i only invited my college friends.. and my highschool friends even my bestfriends doesn't know about it. but i have a plan of treating abby (yeah, only abby and probably louisse) on a separate date and place. i hope she understand but i dont have a plan of telling her that i have this party at home eheh.. hayy..

WOW. this is the first time i blogged with full english if i may say so haha :)
well, im on the mood eh haha! but there's still a bit of tagalog in between my sentences haha :) anyway, i loooooove it!! haha :))

okay, good day dear blog. i'll see u later. cuddles! ;)

feelin' so wasted.

2009-11-04T13:58:00.000+08:00

mag mmove on na talaga ako!!! grrrr!!! >(

yoko na, yako na talaga! sama nya talaga huhu :(

nakita ko syang online sa facebook edi syempre nag message ako sakanya kasi nagulat ako eh, di kasi sya nag ffacebook eh tapos aun.. una sabe ko, "ui" "musta na?" "nag facebook ka?" aun tapos ilang seconds biglang nakita kong...... nag GRAY!!!! ibig sabihin nun nag offline ung kausap ko! badtrip talaga! (i was talking about chyr) hayyy!! sabi ko pa naman kanina miss ko na sya tapos ganto lang pla gagawin nya sakin?! wah! ang sama talaga.. ginawa na nya toh sakin date eh.. hay hay.. ang sakit talaga.. hmmm.. sama nya.. ANG SAMA SAMA NYA! hmmmm.. :(

hayy.. sige, nasira mood ko.. :(

ugh??!

2009-11-04T11:42:00.000+08:00

good day blog :)

im now enjoying cafe world in facebook haha! :) parang restaurant city hehe :) sana hindi ako mag ningas kugon dito hehe :)

i went to my bestfriend's house yesterday. i love her soooooo much! :) its been 9 months since we last saw each other.. grabe! super kwentuhan hehe nakakatawa nga eh kasi sobrang nagtatawanan kami tapos bilang magiging serious haha :) hay hay sobrang namiss ko sya! at mei braces na sya haha kawawang bata haha :)) hayy.. napansin ko din parehas sila ni mharjorie ng nail polish haha! ang galing talaga hehe :) si mharj na tinuturing ko ng bestfriend ko sa pup at itong college hehe :) galing galing.. super nakakatuwa! :))

hay hay.. i love them both! plus daisy :) and the other snoogums boogums (my dearest college barkada) ;)

it started raining again. Wah! kakapraning! ang dilim dilim dito hay hay! kakatakot, ako pa lang nman mag isa kakaasar! hay hay.. hmmm.. dinadaan ko na lang sa laro kesa mapraning ako diba? hay hay.. hmm. yoko na umulan! na realize ko, 6 na bagyo na pala ang pumasok sa Pilipinas within a month pa lang! grabe! ondoy,pepeng,quedan,ramil,santi at tino! (infairness, pinangalan pa sa bida ng May Bukas Pa haha siguro fan sila ni santino hahaha lols!) hay hay.. anu beh! mag ppasko pa ah?! pwede ba, sana wala nang bagyo pls lang! pleeeeeassss!! hay.. :(

hmm.. gulo ng utak ko! hay hay..
ocge na buh-bye. later na lang ulit or maybe tomorrow.. i dunno.. resume na classes! :)
sana maging mganda ulit results ng grades ko pag natapos na ang semester :) mukang mahirap mga pagaaralan nmin ngaun ahe! pero okay lang, kaya yan! hehe :) kgrupo ko nman si mharjorie hahaha :))

hmm.. PAALAM!
*i miss chyr super badly

Yey! enrolled na ako :)

2009-10-29T14:07:00.000+08:00

yey! nakapag enroll na din ako sa wakas hehe :)

magbabayad na lang ako bukas wiiii :)
hay hay.. sobrang kabado na talaga ako kanina eheh pati ung mga classmates ko yarrr! last day na kaya bukas ng enrollment kung tom pa ako makakapag register masasaraduhan na ako ng bank and banks are also closed pag weekends.

hay, mga adik kasi mga proffesor lalo na ung si malaya "the effing communication proffesor" antamad nya, ganun ba talaga pag preggy? awts kung ganun nakakaloka pala mabuntis haha! kaya pla nag sstop ung iba sa pagaaral pag nabbuntis kasi tinatamad silang kumilos, mag suot ng uniform, mag ayos ng bag and all haha! weiiirrrdd.. hihi :) tapos, si sir aranas "the proud-kwento-ng-kwento-of-his-life-lolo of statistics" haha! sya ung unang natapos na subject, unang nag pa-final exam tapos ngaun lang nya natapos i-encode ung grades nmin to think na master na nya pag ccompute ng grades db? hay hay.. napaka irresponsable, ngaun ko lang toh naexperience hay! nakakaloka talaga aheh!

pero kahit na enrolled na ako, mei prob parin dahil di pa ayos ung p.e namin! amp! napilitan na lang kaming i-enrol ung 24units namin na dapat 26units kundi lang dahil dyan sa pesteng p.e na yan na volleyball parin!!! hate volleyball! i hate any sports that includes big circular balls!! grrr!! i remember my stupid experience when i was a kid hay hay.. but i don't wanna talk about it anymore haha! lols! :))

anyway, im soo happy again to tell you that my problem about my studies ay na solve na hehe :) thanks sa internet 'cause i dont have to suffer the long pila sa pag eenrol haha! :) may dahilan na ako para maligo bukas wahahahahaha!!! pupunta akong bank to pay my tuition and alas! im finally registered student for this coming semester oh yeah! haha :) THANK YOU LORD :)

hehe.
maraming dahilan para maging masaya. kaya tawa lang, KAMPAI!

IM OH-SO BACK!

2009-10-29T11:02:00.000+08:00

YES! narevive ko na sa wakas ung blog ko wuhooo!! :))
i'm soooo happy :)

sorry, tagal kong di na bisita toh mharj hehe :) lam mo naman na nakalimutan ko ung username at password ko haha! ambubu hehe mei alzheimer's disease ata ako haha joke! :) but anyway, im super happy kasi im back.. i'm on again! yey haha :)

namiss ko toh super kahit baguhan pa lang ako dito hehe..
aun, happy happy.. wala na akong masabe kundi masaya ako hehe! halos sumabog utak ko nung nakalimutan ko un password ko at akala ko ung password lang ung nakalimutan ko amp! the worst thing pa! ung username ko ung nakalimutan ko!! hay, di ko nga maintindihan ko bakit ko nakalimutan un grabe! hay hay.. sa diname dame ng dapat makalimutan un pa haha! :))

anyway, dame ko pa naman sanang ikkwento nun.. from my experience with the typhoon ondoy and all the other calamaties, my on-and-off relationship with chyr, my dear mharjorie's birthday and many more aheh.. kaso aun, nakakatamad ng ikwento dahil sa dame nun nagpatung-patong na haha! andame kya nun?! hehe :)

it's nice to be back.
miss the online evironment here in blogger kesa puro facebook at friendster at twitter lang pinupuntahan ko diba? hehe :)

weeeeee... HAPPINESS! :))

a lot of love,
famii :)

a huge *sigh :/

2009-09-22T21:27:00.000+08:00

good evening blog & mharj,

hayy.. namiss ko talaga si mharj ngaun araw na toh ah? haha obvious naman eh db? haha sabik na sabik ako sau haha :) grabe, di parin ata ikaw nakakauwi hehe awawa ka nman hehe.. kami kc lam mo na, haha msyado kami masaya sa grupo kya eto hahaha :) galing mo pla umarte mharj, hehe mharjorie-tong hahaha :)) lam mo ba, i called doreen knna na mharjorie haha! sa sobrang labo ng mata akala ko talaga ikaw un?! hahahaha waw astiigen sa malayo ala doreen ka pla sa paningin ko hehe :)

dame k pla kwento sayo bout my date with ralph yesterday hihi :) pero ewan ko kung okay na ko sa napagusapan nmin aun.. know what he told me? sbe nya, he really cant keep a commitment kya aun sbe nya bahala na daw si God smen aun, i-put na lang daw nmin ung trust nmin kay God aun.. what do you think? hay hay.. i really miss him, like crazy talaga! hay hay.. he told me, he still loves me, he really do sbe ko din gnun aun, and i also told him that i'll wait aun hay hay.. pero sbe lang nya talaga, bahala na si God smen aun.. cguro natatakot sya na baka lam mo na, hindi nya talaga mgampanan un mga responsibilities bilang bf aun.. u know, we're not getting any younger.. we'll be graduating in the next 2yrs db? tas sya matagal pa aun.. lam mo un? naiisip nya ung mgging future ko with him kaya siguro nagaaus muna sya and i guess i'm okay nman with that pero kc lam mo un, gusto ko prin ung mssabe kong sakin sya pra wala na talagang eepal haha aun hay hay.. pero cge, i trust God and i trust him :) sana, maging okay kami kung di nga kami sa future.. sana matanggap ko aheh hay hay.. i love him mharj, as in! i have never loved anyone like i did sakanya, aun.. hay hay.. well, dapat talaga mag pray ako real hard pra ireserve sya ni God para sakin hehe :) i pray yours too hihi :) that you'll find the right guy at the right time na ibbigay ni God sayo, :) and if that happens, i'll be your happiest friend in the whole wide world ayt! :)

kwento pa pla nya, niloko daw nya tita nya n mei papakilala syang ibang gurl.. haha ngalit daw tita nya, gusto daw ako haha! oha oha? ehehe, iba toh dude hahaha! :)) hayy.. kelan kya kami ulit magkikita?? hay.. kung sa birthday ko pa, antagal naman! hay hay.. hmm.. i can wait :) patience is a virtue haha.. :)

okay mharj, ill see you tomorrow :)
God bless sa exam sa intra inter hihi :)
thanks for reading my dearest blog, hope you'll continue reading my future blogs ;)
muah muah..

love, love, love,
-phamiestar ;)

duh?!

2009-09-20T20:29:00.000+08:00

i dont feel blogging today but i'll blog anyway..

hay hay.. he's still not texting me hay! pambihira, magkikita ba talaga kami o baka drawing lang? hay hay.. pinapaasa lang nya talaga ako.. dame nya pa arte! ansama nya :(

hay, hmm.. i really dont feel okay at the moment.. okay i'll wait til midnyt today, pag wala parin text from him.. bahala na!! hayy.. i hate the feeling.. hay.. super sigh..

i guess, demi lovato's here we go again will be my anthemn for the night aheh..

good night, if it's really a good night?? :/

where are you mharjorie??!!

wihee-wap!

2009-09-18T21:59:00.000+08:00

hi blog & mharj,

ansaya ko ngaun haha! grbe! i just saw afroman!! wuhooo!! ang galing talaga haha di ko akalain un hehe ;) wiiii.. at naka backpack na sya, last tym na nakita ko sya prang wala pa syang bag na dala hehe.. pero grbe ang cool nya talaga wit his afro hair hehe :) aun, parang all the stress sa jeep at tricycle paid off dahil nakita ko sya hehe, pero sna di nya ako nakita kc ung tricycle na sinasakyan ko ay sobrang lakas ng audio nakakahiya aheh hay hay..

anyway, mharj di kita nakausap ngaun ah? ur busy and so do i hehe.. i really miss you.. sna mkasabay ka ulit nmin sa lrt.. we really miss you :( after talaga nitong play and all the other stuffs we do ngaun in school, mag bbonding tayo ah? ah? hehe.. lage na lang xe si maricar ksma mu huhu, hehe andrama? nag selos ang lola mo? hahaha :D di, joke lang un ah? bka mgalit skin si maricar haha :)

grbe! super gm mga clasmates natin! kairita!! sabog na sabog na inbox ko grrr... hay hay! hmf.. nkakatanggap ka rin ba? drop by some comments naman oh wag na sa facebook hehe pwede nman mag comment dito kahit di ka naka register eh, inaus ko nman settings nito eh hehe :) aun, naisip ko lang na kahit di tayo nagkakausap na ngaun atleast through my blog we can still talk or i can still share my thoughts to you di ba? di ba? coooooool huh? hehe :) love you mharj, ilang days na lang anniversary na ng snoogums boogums at debut mo na hehe wii.. anu ba gusto mung gift ko sayo? hehe ;) momoaah! :x (tae talaga! yamot na ako sa gm!! GRRRRR!!)

cge mharj, here's to a long weekend yay! :)
il see you on tuesday, GO FIGHT CHEER WIN! C.O.C!! :)

haha nytish! :)
im starting love blogging now especially when i dont i get the chance to talk to my dear mharjorie for the whole day long.. kampai! :)

HULLO !

2009-09-16T21:30:00.000+08:00

good evening blog & mharj,

hihi im back haha! :D

mharj, gumawa ka na ng blog mo dito hehe.. maupdate mo nman through your celphone eh hehe buti ka pa hay hay.. know what? lahat na ginawa ko para magkaron ng opera mini huhu but sad to say, ayaw nya talaga.. grbe ang arte talga ng samsung super! hay hay, gusto ko na mag palit ng unit pero hehe samsung parin trip ko haha ;) wuuu.. i really want to have my own opera mini so i can update my blog anytime and anywhere huhu! i wish makahanap na ng compatible sa celphone ko huhu..

namiss ko si mharj today, di kami nagusap ng mahaba huhu hay.. tgal na namin di nkakapag bonding so busy.. hay hay, gusto ko sna sya itreat sa Pan de Amerikana kaso anlayo ng panggagalingan nya haha! :)

anyway, blogs are online diaries ryt? so ang purpose nito ay idiscuss ang ngyari skin ngaung arw na toh haha! my very own definition of blogging haha :)

lapit na sembreak! wii, dame nanaman mag ddebut next month at isa na dun si ang kaibigan kong si mharjorie haha :) lapit na din kami magkita ni chyr ko :) haha sna?? eheh, i really miss him, as in to death! how i wish he knew.. sobrang pigil ang feelings ng lola mo pag ktext sya haha :) hayy.. sna maging okay na kami, sna maging kami ulit haha! :) there's nothing wrong about it nman db? kya nga "wishlikephamiestar" eh haha :D

il post my wish list maybe nxt week our tomorrow or the next day, idraft ko muna bago ko ipost dito hehe lols :)

so aun,mharj lam ko mababasa mo toh hihi :) drop by some comments and make your own blog na para di ako mukang ewan dito okay? il see u in school.. i love you :)

good night blog, good night mharj,
*huggy :)

getting started.. :)

2009-09-16T09:21:00.000+08:00

soo cool.. :) this will be my first blog post here in blogger haha! happy..
and this will be my real blog na, nauto ako ng mabait kong kaibigan na si mharjorie hehe :)

ako nga pla si fam ;) simpleng magaaral ng p.u.p hehe :)
sobrang natutuwa ako dahil nakagawa na din ako ng totoo kong blog haha!
sna mei bumisita nito hehe at maengganyo na gumawa din ng blog so we can connect and be friends haha ;) KAMPAI!

sa mkakabasa at bibisita sa blog kong ito, maraming salamat! mabuhay po kayo :)
haha! :)

okay, i'll visit you later my dear blog..
papasok na akong school..
masaya ako :)

weeeee ^^